Okies, i'm turning into a Good Charlotte freak because of someone. Hahaha.
New Skin. Good Charlotte. Simply love their music.
Speaks to the soul.
Nobody cares.
Nobody feels the pain i feel inside.
It's my dirty little secret.
Only God and I know, whats really in my heart and mind.
Cruel world, Cold people.
Yea, Cold hearts.
Get a life.
I'm gonna cocoon myself. I think i get what you all mean. Yeap.
Grrr. I can't stand it anymore.
Stop that shit.
Yes.
Where is my happier world?
Though at just a teenager.
I'm sick of this life. Sick and tired of people.
Whatever, I'm done!
Stop doing that to me.
Get out of my world!
This is how i feel, so yea, need to just let it out.
Friday, September 23, 2005
My week.
Ok, suppose to be in sports day now. But can't be bothered to go :p
Update for my whole week!
Lets start with monday, had perspective lesson, was really cool. I realised i like perspective and i'm getting the hang of it. Though the lecture is boring. But the lesson was fun :)
Tuesday, had POD lesson, was critized the stupid lecture, they don't seem to understand that i really have no art background? how am i suppose to paint like those who did art in all their years in secondary. Had soccer competition, I still don't know why I was sub, not that i'm boasting, but i honestly is better then some of the first team. And the captain just love to let his buddy buddy play. Came on second half, scored one. But lost 4-2. I was a striker not a keeper :P Oh, and my oppenent broke my captain's toe, and to make it fair, i slided him with both legs. Hehs.
Wednesday, had marker rendering, suppose to end at 2.30, but i had to stay back to complete the work cause i really don't know how to render. Stay tll 4.30pm, left me in such a foul mood.
Really. i hate it. Bought marker pad for $19.50, which is so ridiculous.
Thursday, I went gym! Yea yea, i know. Stop laughing. I was so pai seh there. Because i'm like the only fat kid there? I walked 2 km on the treadmill. Muhahaha. After gym, i went to play this slide. Which i land like a missile on the sand. Sharon practically laugh her butt out. But I don't know why. It was like so fast, and the next thing i know, was i on my bum with a buttache.
Some memories doesn't go away, when you think they did.
Never. Especially painful ones.
Saturday, September 17, 2005
The world is black by Good charlotte
Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight
You see the same damn thing
It's just a different day
And no one really knows why this is happening
But it's happening
And everywhere you go it's just a different place
You get the same dark feeling
See the same sad faces
No one really cares that this is happening
We come into this world
And we are all the same
And in that moment there's no one to blame
Chorus
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But the world is black
And hearts are cold
And there's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
It won't be the sameForever changed
By the things we've seen (seen)
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Living in this place
It's always been this way
There's no one doing nothing
So there's nothing changed
And I can't live when this world
Just keeps dying
It's dyingPeople always tell me, this is part of the plan
That God's got everybody in his hands
But I can only pray that God is listening
Is he listening?
But living in this world
Growing colder everyday
Nothing can stay perfect
Now I see
(Chorus)
We come into this world
And we are all the same
And in that moment there's no one to blame
(Chorus)
Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight
You see the same damn thing it's just a different day
And no one really knows why this is happening
PS: I really think the world is black.
Monday, September 12, 2005
Racist?
Got racist remark on your blog?
Then beware, 2 man had been arrested for putting up racist coment and remarks.
So don't think that your blog is yours and you'll never get caught.
"My blog what? So What?" you're gonna get your butt so badly burned if you still have that mentally. Yes, I know i myself made some "law-breaking" entry.
So, I'mma go delete them.
You can write whatever you want in your own blog, but just be wary of what you type, don't get sued for slandering. :)
Saturday, September 10, 2005
Crapday
Hmm, youth was very crappy today! Especially me and Matthew. Yea, but don't know why, i just find myself getting crappier crappier. Crap the hell out of Zi kai. Hahaha.
Share so many secondary school joke. Well, really miss those secondary parts except for some. Yup. And the stupid indian accent! I now seem to talk like an indian and I don't do it on purpose, it just comes out like normal talking i guess it becomes a real bad habit already. Gosh!
But yea. Time for service tomorrow.
And congratulations to Noris and Grace :) May God bless you couple a blissful marriage.
Sunday, September 04, 2005
Update!
Aww, really had a fun day with ian ian today. He's really getting cuter as he learn to talk. Though he still can't really pronouce properly, he sound very cute this way :P. The way he calls me really melts my heart, "Kor kor tesh seng". How i wish my future child would be as cute as him. Really can't wait till he grow up and i'll show him all the Ian collection of him, though i'm not really close to him (i think so :P), he has got really tons of his pictures in my possesion.
Really wonders what type of man he would be next time.
This would be the offical update of my past week, school has been really busy, taking up most of my time, gladly, i had my drum lesson temporary cancelled in order to really concentrate on my school work. Had been sick the past week, flu and cough, the mixture of the germs. Had not enough sleep thats why.
Yup, no resubmition of my assignment, really thank God. After another term i would choose what would i major in, time really flies man.
It's september already, i feel that Christmas'04 just ended. Yup, thats how time flew past.
So many thoughts, just flood my mind. Just one thing i couldn't make up my mind. And this is the "little thought" that had been going around for almost 1 year already! And i'm still kinda stuck there, i want to step further but then now i can't. Maybe the next time. But I'm afraid that by the time, it would no longer be there.
Sometimes waiting will cause regrets, sometimes not. But well. Only God knows.
Whee!
Whee! Holidays! 1 week! Sleep! Sleep Sleep!
Passed all my assesment, all glory to God.
Without him, i would have died.
Just a brief update, update more tomorrow. Gonna get lots of rest now :)