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Friday, March 24, 2006

I don't get this title man.


Five Snacks I Enjoy
- Prawn Crackers
- Baked Beans
- Chicken Salad
- Coffee (if it's counted as snacks)
- Fried Yun Tun!

Five Songs I Know By Heart
- We believe by GC
- Hold on by GC
- Jesus Lover of my Soul by Hillsong
- Rain down - Planet Shakers
- Worthy is the lamb - Hillsong

Five Things I Would Do With A Hundred Million Dollars
- I'm gonna bulid a 50 storey AGAPE buliding.
- Buy over Manchester United FC
- Buy a big big house and decorated it myself
- Sponsor church to go Japan for church camp!
- Buy tons and tons of Flesh Imp Clothes

Five Favorite TV Shows
- American Idol
- F.R.I.E.N.D.S
- Lost
- CSI
- Punk'd

Five Bad Habits
- Alots of sweet drinks (coffee, coke. etc etc.)
- Always forgetting my stuffs
- Laziness
- Every morning's War with myself.
- I still bite my nails.

Five Biggest Joys
- Shopping
- Playing drums
- Spending time in church
- Soccer
- Watching movie

Two Names You Go By
- Ah Seng
- TAY TECK SENG! (I don't why but people like to scream my name)

Two Parts of Your Heritage
- Teochew
- Hokkien (that makes me a teokien)

Two Things That Scare You
- Lizards
- Cockoraches

Two Everyday Essentials
- Gatsby Hair Wax
- Gatsby After Wax Spray

Five Things You Are Wearing Right Now
- A white t-shirt
- Blue shorts
- Hair band
- Wrist band
- (Undisclosed) :P

Two Favorite Bands or Musical Artists
- Good Charlotte
- Agape Worship Band

Two Things You Want in a Relationship
- Trust
- Honesty

Two Truths
- This test is freaking long
- God is Good!

Two Physical Things That Appeal
- Big Round Eyes
- Sweetie pie face

Four Favorite Hobbies
- Shopping
- Playing drums
- Playing soccer
- Designing Visuals
- Sleep

Two Things You Want Really Badly
- Get closer to God
- Jamming with friends

Two Places You Want to Go on Vacation
- Japan
- Bangkok

Two Things You Want to Do Before You Die
- Learn to swim
- Slim down :P

Two Ways You are Stereotypically a Chick/Guy
- I love soccer
- I don't like homosexuals (it's a man thing)

Two Things You Normally Wouldn't Admit
- Defeat
- I'm afraid of dark.

Two Things You Are Thinking About Now
- Music Lyrics
- Church camp

Two Stores You Shop At
- Flesh Imp
- Nike Authorised

Two People You Would Like to See Take This Test
- Amos
- Matthew


i★courtdeath 11:21 PM

Thursday, March 23, 2006

Time flies, it's April soon?!


Woah, 1 more week, and Aunty Esther had gone back for like 1 year already. So fast. One more month, i'll have my long waited holiday, in the mean time! I'm forgetting my things again. So today i went home straight after school, and i forgot i am suppose to buy the papers need to do my work. Which i need to pass up later at 11.30am.

Then in the evening i dropped my wallet, and someone kind enough to return me my wallet. Phew! Thank God. Was a good week, I can't believe i finished 4 weeks worth of technical drawing within 3 hours. Not that it was last min, but it was for the next 4 weeks. :D Drum had taken a slight set-back because this week was kinda tiring.

Lets go to sunday, I was so pissed with myself! I gave two balls away during the soccer match, and it lead to both the equaliser. Argh! I worked so hard, but only to be let down by my lack of concentration. But was a good game, would be perfect if not for those two mistake. Can't wait to redeem myself in the next Agape Soccer Match.

Anyway, lot of stuff gone and stayed in my mind these few days. Ministries, commitments, school, future and people. Thinking alot these days, trying to find a perfect answer for my questions.

Will a rotten apple ever turn back to a green apple?

Guess not.


i★courtdeath 1:15 AM

Friday, March 17, 2006

So sick and tired to these people.


I'm just so sick of people giving excuses. That are so fake even I can see through. Firstly, if there are things you don't feel like doing or don't feel like doing. Tell somebody nicely. And not use things/excuses that so freaking common to shield yourself.

You know how a person will feel? You lied to them just to get everything in your way? Where's the integrity? Where are the principles your parent taught you from young? All thrown away because you want to enjoy your freaking life?

Feel like hitting the red x box because i hit the bullseye? Well, just to let you know i despise your integrity. You know how pissed will I get when people lie to me? And worst, your reputation cause i'm always hearing people talking about how they had friends giving them stupid excuses. Your reputation will just go down the drain, and thats it. You'll feel people avioding you, you lost your real friends because they are unable to trust you.

Real friends are those who know you inside out. They are the ones who will scold you when you made a mistake. Fake friends are those who don't know you are those who cuddle you and support you when you made a mistake because they only know one side of the story. You who chooses the second option, are SELFISH because you didn't let your friends know about your real indentity and you fake a mask infront of those who really cares and love you.

Next are those who think they are always the victim. Please, GROW UP! Yes, you may be a victim but think about it this way. Why did you let yourself become the victim. Dumb enough you let people manipulate you and hurt you. And then you go around telling people you are the victim and just waits for people to sympathize and pity you. Gosh, get a life. Please. Yes i know people have had hurt you, i've been hurt too. But stand up and stop self-pitying. You know how disgusting it is for people to look at you this way?

These are for those who can connect to whatever i said, if you think 2-3/10 percent is talking bout you, good, I hope this will make you angry or sad. At least I know, did my job. I don't mind losing friendships because of whatever i said now because this just shows you were never my real friends. You are just people who treats friendship as toy. Get a life. :)


i★courtdeath 11:28 PM

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Noooo....


Oh no, i'm ill, cough, blocked nose, sore throat and slight fever. I really hope it would affect sunday's soccer. I have been waiting weeks for it!

Ok, wednesday, went sentosa with matthew, samuel, ben, zi kai, JJ, shengrou, yili, alisa and shannon. Quite a fun day, played "soccer", volleyball and monkey in the sea. Got myself toasted like a kaya bread. I look like a freaking drunk with my red red face. ;D Not bad, my Real Madrid's jersy had turned yellow and it's unwashable because of the seawater. Played sandy-uno. Good fellowship.

Today, i learn 2 new things. *wink wink*

Anyway, I add a mtv of Good Charlotte's Hold on. Please don't look down on them. After you see the mtv. You'll find how touching the song and the testimony of people have siblings commiting suicide feels like. I had one sibling that had done something like that. So I really what they feel and how they feel.


i★courtdeath 11:20 PM

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Campus Superstar Supporter


Topic: Campus Superstar Supporters

I can't believe it. I can't believe how girls can sit wearing school uniform. With their legs wide open on national television and the whole world would know what they are wearing. Today's not the first time this happened already. How would they parents think if they are watching the program. Can't they sit properly?

Khim was kicked out! Gosh. She sings so much better than Clara.
Yu Yang the ah beng (who yili named) was kicked out too

So disappointed.


i★courtdeath 12:11 AM

Sunday, March 12, 2006

A tribute to Matthew Chua.


I'm learning to see things from the sidewalk. I'm learning to observe people actions. I'm learning to accept people for who they are. And i'm finally learning to accept people for who they become.

And today's topic is...... Matthew Chua.

You know Matthew is definitly one man i can learn alot from. He's really the "pao ka liao" (everything) leader. He do all the frontline stuff and also the backstage stuff. Even though he is grooming people, that can lighten his load. I still want to salute him. I think he is that main pillar that holds on to the building, when the sides pillar were to fall. He still could be able to hold the structure of the building.

Whereas he share with me his thoughts and observation. One thing i'm learning from him is not to look at peoples flaw. But accept for who they are. Even though it's still abit hard. I mean, who doesn't? If certain people are not who you think they are? Do you still accept them a 100% for who they are? Do still trust them whole heartedly? Don't you doubt too?

Disappointment can affect how you look at a person. Disappointment can kill a friendship.

Don't let disappointment kill you.


i★courtdeath 12:23 AM

Saturday, March 04, 2006

Go American Idol.


Wooohooo. American voted all 3 of the people i bet to be kicked out this week.

Yessss, Brenna is out, i mean even when she was kicked out, she was still so arrogant and said she'll come out with a album. Phew. Bye bye Brenna. I'm wondering how she dealt with her reply she gave after Simon's this is your last week comment. She said, "You know what? Thank God its America's choice." Boo Brenna boo! Be the next William Hung.

It's friday, holidays over. And I'm going to see the lecturer I detest, I will never forget how she hummilated me in front of my classmates. Gosh, she's a shrewd. I am anti her ;(

Well, it was fun week. Aunt gave me money to buy some clothes, got 1 pants, 1 jeans, 2 T-shirt.

Youth outing tommorrow. Reponese that sign up was rather ... maybe some of them didn't sign, but will still turn up. Hope they won't put our effort to waste. Got some blah blah answers. Which made me go -.-; well, don't matter. Shall end it here.

Ciaos.


i★courtdeath 12:30 AM

Friday, March 03, 2006

American Idol


Ok, this season's American idol is very good. Lots of talent.

Chris Daughtry totally blow me away with his song. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1X-tuevw1fk&search=american%20idol%20-%20chris%20daughtry (click link to watch his performance). He is consitent and most of all his all an all time rocker voice. I seriously think he will win the idol and if he wins, i'm going to buy his album.

Ace on the other hand other of my favorite in the man's team. Was dissappointing. I seriously think he tried too hard. His fake voice was not as nice as "Sway's" But still he's going through tomorrow's elimination with his charms.

Taylor Hinks, another favourite was average today. But i like his attitude. Very likeable.

Females favorite are Lisa, Paris and Kellie. Didn't watch their performance yesterday.

My bets for elimination. 'Sway', David, Brenna.

Even though i didn't catch the Female performance. Brenna, is a pure biatch. I hate her cockiness. She's going out! Like Simon said, "This is your last week here"


i★courtdeath 1:17 AM


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