Whootezz! 4 days of holiday. Too bad, i'm going into Chinese New Year with a debt. Sleep debt. My eyes had been more "puffy-er" then ever. Ok, lets see. Update on my week.
Monday to Wednesday. School per normal. Abit more stressful that the pervious week.
Then on Thursday, after school, went to watch Memiors of a Geisha with Yili and Lydia, Mr. Yee can't make it. A nice show. You really feel like slapping Gong Li during the movie. So it meant that she did really well. Zhang Ziyi was pretty, her acting was quite good, but her english accent hindered her to excel in her role. After the movie, we bumped into Lizhu and a few of her friends.
Friday, school's good. Only 5 of my classmate including me turn up out of 14 of them. Cool huh? Had quite a good laugh with my malay friends when I wanted to treat them something. Haha. Had a headache, can't go to worship practice.
Saturday, was a slack slack day. Slept late-woke up late. Slack the whole day, help out in cleaning here and there. Decorated my house abit :P
Then now!
Happy Chinese New Year!
Ok, today school was until 9.00am. So after school, i went to get my deferment letter then headed to CMPB to defer. Didn't know how to go, so i had to asked. Did my application 2 times because of the stupid computer.
So after, that. i went to swee lee, to get aaron's cable. (you owe me $29 for that :P) Saw drums set which i really want to buy one for my house. So i can play with it everyday.
Headed to musuem after that, which is to see some ridiculously boring stuff. Really, thank God it's free for NAFA student. Then walked to Chinatown point from Boat Quay. Leg was so freaking tired. Then had dinner, went up to church. And found it being invaded by termites. Gross!! Kor kor eric was busy spraying the termites like a SWAT team officer.
Yili screamed! When she saw a living termite.
So time for worship, made alot of mistake. Because i was very nervous. As in my heart can beat until it will explode those type. But received a few good comment. All thanks to God for anointing my hands!
Anyway, I'm so freaking tired. Gotta go and sleeep. Tata!
Sorry i forgot that you're already dead.
Ok, lets talk about drums today! Yea, long while since i type anything about drums. "Fhew!" Time flew so fast, and i learnt drum like for 1 year plus. So fast, even though i'm still not a pro or something, at least i can still play abit right? Haha. Someone said this to me, "Learning drum is like asking you to untie a string of lots and lots of knots. You'll spend time untie the first knot, then you'll have a strand of smooth string till the other knot. And this cycle repeats." I know, i'm still stuck in the first few knot. Most like because, my practice slacken. So yea, my this year resolution is simple. I want to become a better drummer for God.
I just realise something, I'm turning 18 this year. Omigosh. 18?! I don't know why, but 17 and 18 is a huge difference. Which means, I have to be less crappy, more serious. I know it's hard but slowly ;) I know all of you are yearning for me to be less lame! But 18 is my favorite number. And now i'm 18. I guess these would be my year! Hahaha, i talk like some Feng-Shui man. But well? Only God knows whats installed for my life.
God is always giving us gifts, it's like we are computers, when you want to install programs, some would be slow, whereas some as fast. Which mean all of us, had been given gifts, but it's in the installation progess.
Jesus is a gift from God, it took centuries to install. :P
Added song: Here without you, Baby - Three Doors Down
So much has changed. I stood on the sidelines. Watched what is going on in my life. So many thing changed. People changed, enviroment changed, I changed, back to myself.
If things haven't changed. I missed the old people, old enviroment, and my old self. Still trying to adapt to changes in my life. Yes, I put on a mask, you will know how ugly i am if i had took it off. I'm slow in adapting, so give me time.
School had been ok, Fun i guess, but too bad i can't appeal, they said my GPA is not enough. Well, I'm enjoying myself in school now though. But I'm really lonely in school. So i dread going to school everyday. Miss my old classmates. Really, even though, i don't get along with some of them. You know when you're lonely, you tend to think too much.
Lonely, Watch me go slowly.
Sorry, but you owe me an apology too. I finally got what that person meant. Cause i felt it.
Now I've see things another way, I see so much i shouldn't have done, I see a similarity. I hardly see a difference, maybe the reason. But it's still a replica of that episode. Both things happen the same. But for a different purpose.
I seen it and tasted it before. I don't want see and taste it again.
Now I see myself, a new me. I would let it affect my goals and my dreams.
Sorry, but my hands are already let-ed go.