Everyday is a routine. Get up. Play some game. Watch tv. Then go to bed.
So decide to be faarty for a moment and write some writing. Something i haven't done in ages.
As the day draw near the broken heart
He fill his mind with broken reminisce
Like one who lost his soul and touch
Agony creep into his empty heart
He fills his heart with infinity
But he was let down by his soul
He cries, he laugh to wander off
To the evergreen park
Searching for the one he used to love
He says he's got nothing to live for
Just before he puts that knife
Across his neck
He saw this light
A familiar sighting
He remembered this light
It was this light that brought him
To the lush he yearn for
The Utopia of his dreams
I hope he found what his searching for
Cause i found mine
Then i realise, those footsteps where mine.
Here are the few questions I have been yearning to ask.
1. How does the animals know where to look for your eyes where they look at you?
2. Why does people glorify "God" by killing people?
3. How long does the pain last, when someone die from instant death?
4. Why is Singapore becoming a giant amusement park?
5. Maybe today, was just a replay from yesterday?
6. Why doing bad is so much more simpler than doing good?
7. What if one day EPL turn out to be pre-arranged like WWE?
Okies. I can't find a job cause most of the jobs need someone to work weekends either that or must be full time.
Watched spiderman. Well. It's all about the storylines. Not much action.
Forgive and forget.
"The first step to forgiveness is to forgive yourself." Aunt May
Then we have an emo-spiderman. Hahaha.
Enjoying my holiday throughly. So much of good rest and sleep.
Sometimes. It's best to admit everything changed. Than to pretend nothing happened.
Thats the first step to reconciliation.
That's where all the parties involved in situations admit each faults and let each other know what they felt. To clarify, to understand and to reason out. Unless the other parties mean nothing to you, in friendship or relationship. All parties have to put in a creditable amount of effort to get everything back to the right track. Certainly, it will not be like the last time, but it will certainly be on the right track.
Falling back and thinking the whole world hates you or the whole world is in the wrong doesn't help. It is selfish and self-centered. Cause the point isn't about you or yourself. It's about everybody.
No use pretending nothing happened when you and everybody know something happened.
If friendship/relationship means something to you.
Do something.