Okies. Here i am blogging after 2 weeks.
My com crashed twice. My hard disk got formatted.
No music, no games and my previous assesments gone too.
Kinda gutted.
Anyways so my week goes. I had a pretty good week. I'm happy though not really at times. But ya, the company of good friends and the stoning around Singapore River for an hour made my week.
An empty hard disk just takes away any motivation to do work. Mind is just blank.
:(
But thank God for good week anyways.
Look at how they emo-dance.
My fav band. Saosin
Whoever said friday 13 is bad luck. You are so wrong.
Had one of the best time yesterday. Well, not really. Cause i thought harry potter pretty ok only. I really thought we were going to eat New york New york as Angela suggested. Come to think of it, i remebered about asking her whether should i book seats. Then she said no. Now i know why.
Then suddenly they changed their mind to watch Harry Potter DVD at Angela's place. So I was kinda, sian. Cause I thought they were the only ones free to eat with me, now that they decided to go and watch Harry Potter DVD, I was quite reluctant to go. But still i just went, but, cleary wasn't really happy. That was the point I thought, this must really be a bad day, cause it's friday 13.
Then we walked to Angela's place. The lift made my feeling worst cause it can't even hold four people. Then when we finally reached, the doors open. And i saw Matthew. So i kinda suspected something or thought they invited Matthew to eat together. So when I walked in. Confetti was splashed at me. Then I realise they threw a suprise party for me. All those that i've asked to eat with me but either didn't reply or said they can't make it was there.
So, I can't really soak in yet. Because I was unhappy when I was outside of the door, and when I went in I was suprised. So, the feeling it was like. Erh, What the hell?
It was a very nice suprise. Cause, I never really celebrated my birthday after 12. And my parents don't even remember my birthday. So thank you all once again. I was really happy inside, but I think i didn't show it.
So I think the friday 13 bad luck thingy, doesn't really work. Haha.
Decided to stop playing sunday's football for awhile.
I just feel things didn't have to be ugly and had been injured by the same person for the past 2 games. And no apologises from the other party. When he just laughs away when i told him that i had a swell in my shin thanks to him.
Just felt like blogging. Heh.
Sheer (Secret), only afew people know it, is in the making. Haha. By 2011, hopefully. So funny when we were talking bout it on sunday.
Finally, talked through everything. A huge thorn off my flesh. Well, there's still afew small ones. But still in the process on taking out.Bought my boots at 75 bucks after much bargaining.
Everything is getting better. Life's improving. I believed all this had made me strong and tougher. Feel so much better. I just realised i can be such a loner at times. Enjoying time with myself. Not that i'm naccistic. But rather enjoying time to think through my thoughts, memories, my dreams and my goals.
Anyways, on the downside, sometimes i just feel i'm being treated like an idiot. Literally, sometimes i wonder, why bother? when people don't give shit about it.
I guess it's time to run.
I've learned it doesn't pay
All you'll get is nothing
Not even something bad.
Nothing.
Learning to careless and maybe be ignorant.
Bet some people would love it.