Read this book, titled - I kissed Dating Goodbye. A very good book, and books that appeals to me must be superb before I can finish them. Love the book so much as i indulge in the book, during bus rides to sch, lesson breaks, lunch and even my bus rides home which i always used for sleeping.
Made me think alot about what i think about what dating really means.
I love this phrase, "Intimacy is the reward of commitment".After reading half of the book. I grew to knew where and what have went wrong in the past. Now with a "lesson" in hand, I can view dating in a different perspective.
Here's a part that really makes alot of sence:
"We tend to build up that person in our imaginations as the perfect person, We think we'd be happy forever if that person would return our affections. Of course, we can onli sustain our silly crush becasue we've substituted fantasy from all the information we lack about the person. As soon as we get to know that person's true identity and discover that our "perfect" person is human like everyone else. Our dreams fades and we move on to a new crush"
This is very right, but a wrong practice.
Slept at 4am last night and I thought about this yesterday, and found a reason to spur me on in Nafa. So i think i may want to do that is to become an Interior designer and then i'll go to a third world country as a missionary. Help build home, churches and toilet. (Was kinda shocked to the that picture of toilet in Combodia). Yea, i know. You all will be like. yea rite, Teck Seng is too pampered to do that. Yes I am. But i'm keen to walk out of my shell. I'm gonna fight this world. Against its shit from this world.
And yea. I had some other thoughts.
It was a foolish beginning
It end with a lesson learned.
I walked away from
My shadow of myself.
Though it was sweet and sour.
It was unhealthy.
Left with a scar behind,
That reminds me of
The things i learn.
I walked towards the present.
Soon i realised it wasn't mine.
I muster up my courage,
I walk past it and
Left with just a cry.
There’s a woman crying out tonight
Her world has changed
She asks God why
Her only son has died
And now her daughter cries
She can’t sleep at night
Downtown another day for all the suits and ties
Another war to fight
There’s no regard for life
How do they sleep at night
How can we make things right
Just wanna make this right
We believe(x6)
In this love
We are all the same
Human in all our ways and all our pain
(So let it be)
There’s a love that could fall down like rain
(Let us see)
Let forgiveness wash away the pain
(What we need)
And no one really knows what they are searching for
(We believe)
This world is crying for so much more
We believe(x6)
In this love
We believe(x5)
In this love
So this world is too much for you to take
Just lay it down and follow me
I’ll be everything you need
In every way
We believe(x6)
In this love
In this love
We believe
In this love
We believe
In this love
We believe
In this love
Facts contributing to my weight.
Stress
Not enough sleep
Coffee
Unhappiness ( Eat while i am unhappy)
Laziness of not exercising
And many other things.
Mean while. I just love the worship team!
You guys rock :) Even though i suck.
Hahaha.
So was going home from the lame Creative trip. To get my ass Zen Mirco repaired and get it retain for 3 freaking weeks! Sharon's got retain too! Muhahaha!
Yea, so I was walking to the Mrt when it came. Then when I walked in train, I can feel eyes staring at me. Really, you know, when there are alot of people staring at you.
Why?
They were afraid that I'm a damn suicide bomber because of my large bag.
Really, there's Malay guy who use the corner of his eyes to to at me. He just kept looking at my, I got so pissed off, I stared back at him, realising that I was staring at him, he stopped looking back at me.
Hello Singaporeans, we were told to be vigilant and not paranoid. Not anyone who has a large back is a damn suicide bomber.
Com'on, Which suicide bomber use 20 mins to make sure my hair is perfectly in place?
It's very ironic. There's a big difference between vigilant and paranoid. If there's really bombing to happen in Singapore. Being paranoid, will only cause more problems. Whereas being vigilant would help Singapore remain calm.
Days swiftly come and go.
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone.
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall.
Did you think that I would cry, on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like, being alone?
I'll find someone new
[Chorus](Swing) Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again
Wish cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old,They bend, they fold
and so do I to a new love.
Did you think that I would cry,on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like,being alone?
I'll find someone new
(Swing) Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again
Bury me
(you thought your problems were gone)
Carry me
(away. away, away...)
[Chorus]Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again
I hate my classmates. Yea. They are not happy that i can't afford time for meeting, because i am going to church on sat, sun and meeting kor kor eric on monday.
And know i think they are saying one whole freaking bunch of stuff behind my back.
I don't you said that, "You know you got project to do, so you must be prepared for last min meetings" from my group self-appointed leader.
Please. I want to go church so let me be? It's my freaking private life. Don't try and tell me stuff about religion, so what you are 5 years older then me? That it makes you to tell stuff about religion?
Why must you be such a pain the ass?
Argh. I hate you.