Like they said, every story and life has a villian.
I guess i'm the villian in your life.
Sorry for being broken and damned.
Here comes the 4th cycle.
Damn it.
Ok, A little update about my life/self. Lols.
It's like week 3 of school already. Very fast. Within that 3 weeks. Everything is so unpredictable. Had to readjust my self quite abit. Really been thinking about my future occupation, though it's like 5 years away. Somehow i really want to be involved in music. Though, some people will say I should think of a more "jiao ta shi ti" job. But well. Next time then I'll decide. I'm just buliding castle in the air.
Well, It's been crazy. Alot of things to do and think.
I learned something new today, "The mask we put on everday, will eventually cause our face to grow to it".
Sunday, went to Lily's place, had alot of nosense. Monday, school per normal. And i forgot it was Angela's birthday, i thought it was on 29. Sorry! Tuesday, went out with the usual suspects. Tried the furniture cum cafe. I forgot what it's called. Order a Raspberry Lemonade, quite sour but not bad, after you get used to it. Today, in school, had lots of nosense. With my classmates. I was "Punk'd " by them. Literally.
Getting ready for predictable storms ahead. Out comes my shell.
:'(
Turn away
If you could get me a drink
Of water cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me
In all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
Cause the hardest part of this
Is leaving you.
Now turn away,
Cause I'm awful just to see
Cause all my hair's abandoned all my body,
All my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo,
But counting down the days to go.
Its Just Eleven.
And I just hope you know,
That if you say,
Good-bye today,
I'd ask you to be true,
Cause the hardest part of this, Is leaving you...
Cause the hardest part of this, Is leaving you...
When I was a young boy my father took me into the city
to see a marching band
He said 'Son when you grow up, would you be, the saviour of the broken, the beaten and the damned?'
He said 'Will you, defeat them, your demons, and all the non-believers, the plans that they have made?
Because one day I'll leave you a phantom to lead you in the summer to join the Black Parade.'
WHEN I WAS A YOUNG BOY, MY FATHER TOOK ME INTO THE CITY
TO SEE A MARCHING BAND!
HE SAID 'SON WHEN YOU GROW UP, WOULD YOU BE, THE SAVIOUR OF THE BROKEN, THE BEATEN AND THE DAMNED?!'
Sometimes I get the feeling
She's watching over me
And other times I feel like I should go
And through it all; the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets
And when you come we watch you want to know
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
and though you're singing, god believe me
Your memory will carry on
You'll carry on
And in my heart I can't contain it
The end of world is waiting
Your romances you reel in from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all!
So paint it black and take it back
And let's shout aloud at prayer!
Defy unto the end we hear the call!
So carry on
We'll carry on
and though your singing, god believe me
Your memory will carry on
And carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches
On and on we carry through the fears
Disappointed faces of your peers
Take a look at me
Cause I could not care at all
Do or die
You'll never make me
Because I won't
You'll never take my heart
And though they try
They'll never break me
They want it all
They wanna break this heart
I won't explain
Or say I'm sorry
I'm not ashamed
I'm gonna show my scar
Give the chair
Now while I'm broken
Listen here!
And listen to me!
I'm just a man,
I'm not a hero
Just a boy
Now let him sing this song
I'm just a man
I'm not a hero
I don't care
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're singing, god believe me
Your memory will carry on
You'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on!
Do or die
You'll never make me
Because I won't
You'll never take my heart
And though they try
They'll never break me
They want it all
They wanna break this heart
Do or die
You'll never make me
Because I won't
You'll never take my heart
And though they try
They'll never break me
They want it all
They wanna break this heart
#1. are you a chinese or english freako? None, I'm not a freako.
#2. if time is going to stop, what will you posibly do for that time? Hold my first rock gig!
#3. prefer a play pool or playground? Playground, Cause my childhood it's all computer.
#4. Do you usually gossip others; or being gosip ; I don't know about being gossip. But I usually gossip about others. Comon, I live in Bukit Ho Swee.
#5. Do you like simple or complicated stuffs?` I don't know. A mixture of it?
#6. Do you tackle numbers better; or alphabets?` None, I prefer picture
#7. what makes you pissed off?` If you know you shouldn't have done it, and you did. I'll be pissed.
#8. how's your childhood?` Something, I'm looking for.
#9. Do you have inspiration without perspiration?` wth?
#10. Do you think 24 hours is too long, short or just okay?`I think it's just nice. I mean longer hours per day means more working hours right?
#11. Would you judge people by their appearance?` You are what you are.
#12. What is attractive in your eyes?` Big eyes.
#13. Do you like the day or night, explain why?` Night, I'm a night person.
#14. Do you treasure stuffs that you own, or you have insatiable desires?` Both i guess.
#15. If your computer just hanged up; with a long long document not being saved; how will you react?` I'll be angry yes, but after a while. I have to do it again loh!
#16. Do you believe in miracles? Or was it longed predestined?` Miracles.
#17. Do you often tend to forget about the past; or trying hard to do so?` I only remember the bad things.
#18. In your mind, why colours are out here?` Cause God made it beautiful.
#19. Have you ever pity those who are real pitiful; and shed tears for them;` Yea.
#20. Describe yourself as in attitude.` If you've seen my wallet, you'll know.
#21. Do you suddenly lose the grasp of hope to survive as yet?` I think everybody will.
#22. Give 3 advantages when you get to live.` Family, Friends and God.
#23. What is your ambition in life?` I want to be a rocker ~.~
#24. Do you believe in horoscope etc?` Never did, never will
#25. Describe music in your life.` They're like my coffee?
#26. Which country you would like to go; when you can afford it?` Paris.
#27. What do you think blogging is about?` A place where i rant.
#28. What kind of style you are trying to get hold off?` Gothic Punk
#29. When you fail a test, how will you react?` Depend on the important of it.
#30. Pass this to 8 friends; for them to get it done. Those that see already and want to do. Just do loh.