Slept at 4am last night and I thought about this yesterday, and found a reason to spur me on in Nafa. So i think i may want to do that is to become an Interior designer and then i'll go to a third world country as a missionary. Help build home, churches and toilet. (Was kinda shocked to the that picture of toilet in Combodia). Yea, i know. You all will be like. yea rite, Teck Seng is too pampered to do that. Yes I am. But i'm keen to walk out of my shell. I'm gonna fight this world. Against its shit from this world.
And yea. I had some other thoughts.
It was a foolish beginning
It end with a lesson learned.
I walked away from
My shadow of myself.
Though it was sweet and sour.
It was unhealthy.
Left with a scar behind,
That reminds me of
The things i learn.
I walked towards the present.
Soon i realised it wasn't mine.
I muster up my courage,
I walk past it and
Left with just a cry.