MY Ramblings
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Woohooo!
Ok. back to blogging. After 1 month of lack of sleep and very bad heath. Offically i finished my assesment. No resumbit or retakes. So freaking happy.
Past one month. Every minute and second, I'm always like, Ok, what work am i going to do when i reach home, what i need to do, do i have enough time?
Oh cause, God provided 24 hours everyday which is sufficient for me to do my work. Anyway also thanks to Matthew.
Assesment was great. Felt so satisfied after everything. I love my work, really. It's not that i am "hao lian" or what. But i really learned to appreciate what i do. I see and feel myself improving every term. And i know by going through all this shiz i can become mentally and psychically strong when i go out to work.
This week was like an enjoyable hell. I slept less that 15 hours from monday to friday. Ate 10 panadols in total. Drank 12 cans of Pokka Espresso, 6 cans of Nescafe Coffee. Uncountable amount of Kopi O. When i mean uncountable, i really mean it.
Now with no work to do. I feel so bored and lethargic. :(
Anyway. Gonna spend my one month meeting up friends and get to know people better.
Love it. Holiday rock.
i★courtdeath 3:24 PM
Saturday, September 09, 2006
Freaky answers.
I just answer two questions, and i got two very freaky accurate answer. The Goods and bads are almost right. Freaky eh.
"I must be strong"
Asserters are direct, self-reliant, self-confident, and protective.
How to Get Along with Me
Stand up for yourself... and me.
Be confident, strong, and direct.
Don't gossip about me or betray my trust.
Be vulnerable and share your feelings. See and acknowledge my tender, vulnerable side.
Give me space to be alone.
Acknowledge the contributions I make, but don't flatter me.
I often speak in an assertive way. Don't automatically assume it's a personal attack.
When I scream, curse, and stomp around, try to remember that's just the way I am.
What I Like About Being a Eight
being independent and self-reliant
being able to take charge and meet challenges head on
being courageous, straightforward, and honest
getting all the enjoyment I can out of life
supporting, empowering, and protecting those close to me
upholding just causes
What's Hard About Being a Eight
overwhelming people with my bluntness; scaring them away when I don't intend to
being restless and impatient with others' incompetence
sticking my neck out for people and receiving no appreciation for it
never forgetting injuries or injustices
putting too much pressure on myself
getting high blood pressure when people don't obey the rules or when things don't go right
Eights as Children Often
are independent; have an inner strength and a fighting spirit
are sometimes loners
seize control so they won't be controlled
fugure out others' weaknesses
attack verbally or physically when provoked
take charge in the family because they perceive themselves as the strongest, or grow up in difficult or abusive surroundings
Eights as Parents
are often loyal, caring, involved, and devoted
are sometimes overprotective
can be demanding, controlling, and rigid
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i★courtdeath 12:09 PM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
Headspin by Lukas Rossi
All I want to say
is you're the sattellite in my life
You don't have to lie
You don't have to cry anymore
Lost inside your eyes
The vision never dies
Oh just take my handor float and never land
Then I hear you say
"Let's live for the moment this time"
Then you want to keep me forever
Why don't you just make up your mind
You make my head spin
You make my head spin
Why, why do you
You make my head spin
You make my head spin
Why, why
You love to build me up
just to tear me down
Wouldn't it be nice if we found paradise someday
Then I hear you say
"Let's live for the moment this time"
Then you want to keep me forever
Why don't you just make up your mind
You make my head spin
You make my head spin
Why, why do you
You make my head spin
You make my head spin
Why, why
Did I hear you say
you wanna be alone
Or was it a mistake
How would we ever know
I can't hear you scream
You wanna be alone
I can't hear you scream at me
scream at me
I'm not perfect
I'm not perfect
No, no, no
I'm not perfect
I'm not perfect
You make my head spin
You make my head spin
Why, why do you
You make my head spin
You make my head spin
Did I ever mean something
Did I ever mean something to you
Did I ever mean something
Did I ever mean something to you
*Super engaging song. Love it. :)
i★courtdeath 10:57 PM
Monday, September 04, 2006
To my childhood hero and idol. Steve Irwin.
A great hero in the animal world. A great idol to animal lovers. Died doing the work he loves most. He will be sorely missed. Thank You, Steve Irwin. The world lost a great man. 
i★courtdeath 11:15 PM
Steve Irwin (1962-2006)
i★courtdeath 11:11 PM
